thursday, thursday, THURSDAY!

don't pretend like you didn't know this was coming, guys...

bloody thursday=success.

...understatement of the year.

let's start with the BSHs, shall we? 

i think only one thing needs to be said: 

stefan salvator still has a soul.

praises be to the gods of the underworld.

now to move on to bigger and better things. like....

...how i am going to kidnap this child.

he won me over tonight. most adorable tumor patient ever.

and by the way... bawled. through the entire episode. 

including funny valentine-richard/adele/kepner-being-completely-useless scene.

tears.

if you haven't watched yet, i suggest that you do.

because grey's was OFF. THE FRIGGIN. HOOOOK TONIGHT!

best episode since season 5... "o'malley got hit by a bus! izzy's got cancer, and o'malley got hit by a bus!" 

concur?

and don't even get me started on zola. she's got me wrapped around her finger. twice.

hope your bloody thursday viewings were even more wonderful than mine.

...that sounds weird...

i'm your person.

emily matis, you are the yang to my grey.

...

love and miss you like mad.

bloody thursday.

i wrote a paper from my bed this morning. with pants, a long sleeved shirt, sweatshirt, some hard core ski socks, a down comforter, and two extra blankets...

and still had to wear my hood.

33 degrees this morning, and still smiling.

we're pretty B.A. up north.

stone cold fox.

...

 

in other news...

i went on a ryan reynolds craze this afternoon.

just friends + definitely maybe = four hours of drooling over the best looking man alive.

i don't know what it is about dark hair, dark eyes and a five o'clock shadow, but it gets me every time.

my personal vervain, if you will. [bahahaha... but really.]

scarlett johansson is such an idiot.

it was bloody thursday today.

[that means vampires and seattle grace. keep up.]

here are my two cents:

1. hello, jeremy gilbert.                                                           

2. i CALLED the whole supernatural-lexi-                               

coming-back-as-a-ghost thing. CALLED IT!                          

3. gosh dang-it, when are damon and elana                             

going to just get it on already? am i alone here?                       

4. bonnie bugs. let's torch her house and steal                         

her spell book.                                                                       

5. i learned that families really can be together 

forever. this stuff isn't just for humans. exhibit

A: pearl & anna.

1. mcdreamy needs a mchaircut. mcdesperately.

2. i honestly can't choose: sloan or avery? sooo

glad i'm not little grey right now... wait... nevermind.

3. christina yang makes me miss emily matis. she's 

the rational to my dark and twisty. we're the 

grey-yang duo for life.

4. i love greys, really. i do. but this season, well...

it is breaking my heart. however, i will not stop 

watching, because i feel like if i did, i would be 

abandoning my people or something. i've been

through it all: callie o'malley, "pick me, choose

me. LOVE ME!", denny duquette, izzy and george

in the elevator... [favorite episode], christina quits

the scalpel, george has the syph, george gets hit 

by a bus... i've seen it all. i just feel like i would 

be letting down the gang at seattle grace, and that

idea alone is just morally corrupt! HARD CORE 

GREYSER!!

well, now you've either got some thoughts to ponder, or some thursday night television to catch up on.

i wish you well.

i love friday.

essay tests are my best friends.

no, seriously. i think we were meant for each other.

i just finished taking one on western civilization. from 1600-1850.

and if you can keep my nerd status a secret,

i'll tell you that it was one of the more enjoyable parts of my week.

i wrote eight short essays, and one extended essay in 50 minutes.

and while stressful and crazy, it was an exhilarating adrenaline rush.  

i loved it so much.

i don't really understand either. all i know is, european history is my niche!

we go together like louis XIV and absolutism... whaaaa? history joke? you bet.

moving on...

a list for your friday:

where i'd rather be this weekend, and a fabulous blogger.

this blog. my gosh, she's hilarious. i wish we were best friends all the time. p.s. what is it with me, and reading "megan blogs"? seriously, i think i follow five or six. obviously you're a great blogger if your name is megan.

can't. stop. online shopping. my obsession these days.

go buy one. now. we can be twins.

now you're addicted. you're welcome.

can we just talk about how ty lockwood survived his transition into being a hybrid, matt donovan tried to kill himself, jeremy gilbert is still my fave, and rebecca is a jealous crazy psycho? it's like, lay off elena. also. you know things are getting crazy when you're a bigger fan of damon than stefan. ugh. i miss real stefan...

p.s. since when did derek shepherd become the world's biggest tool? mcdreamy is dead to me. no one hurts merideth grey.

now, if you'll excuse me, i have a lunch date with the red head with an angel's voice. ciao!

a no. 61 + me, and how we are one in the same.

my room is a mess.

my brain, even more so.

i am going on hiatus for a few days.

...with nothing but the solid beat of coldplay,

[viva la vida's back beat seems to be the only thing keeping me on track these days. i'd trust its consistency with my life.]

and a weekend with the big dawgs, broadcasting live from the s.l.c. 

[p.s., can i even say that about general conference?]

it is time much needed to reevaluate, and clean house. 

meaning self. 

clean self.

i used to look down upon rothko. [i know, whaaaaat?! the naive fool i was...]

however, i realize now that we all have days like those personified in no. 61.

we run from blue, slide off the canvas for a while...

but it somehow always catches up to us. 

rothko wheedles his way into our psyche with melancholy blocks, and convinces us that panels of blue are what make mondrian so worth waiting for. 

and i think he's right. i think he has always been right.

wow. 

are we all just soooo annoyed of my analogy? 

art majors. 

suuuuper obnoxious, right?

i hope your thursday was a good time.

fall television on thursday night is the home run at the end of the inning. 

a release, if you will. 

and let's just get this out there right now: 

the blood sucking hotties were insane tonight.
stefan salvatore in the roaring twenties?

he was a dream.

...or a nightmare. depending on which side you're on.

clearly, i've chosen the vamps. and tyler lockwood.

and where's jer? missed him like mad this week.

on another bloody note,

derek shepherd... tool. i am so over him.

[p.s. are we all wondering where little grey has disappeared to? she's probably rendezvousing with jeremy gilbert and the ghosts of girlfriends past.]

now for some shout-outs:

brooke borup: don't talk to me unless you're ready to spill the details about how you're going to be a wife in three months and all. silence... really, brooke? you? ;) just kidding. but seriously...

matt doane: i'm sorry i let you down. ugh. i'm there in spirit. bring me some homemade mac & cheese. i'll pay you. in toaster strudels. and command strips. unfortunately that is the extent of my possessions right now...

[it's the weekend, loves.]

somebody write a script for c. electra. she's killing me.

1. jordan's hair is long. wt.
2. kit, my fifth grade class called. turns out the dress you're wearing was our year end art project. we want it back.
3. travis is a judge... finally this show is smart.
4. hello. sister.
5. i'm sorry... carmen electra?
6. t-wall giggles like a baby girl.
7. and also he looks like a magician.
8. i think baby tyce thinks he's going to win. he's in for a rude awakening come august. or sooner.
9. loving this boy number. it is totally classy.
10. aaaand jess is rocking my world right now.
11. marko is so cute. i will keep him in my pocket forever.
12. and miss mel is adorez.
13. forget your boyfriend, marko for life.
14. i'm probably making t-shirts that say just that.
15. scan.dal.ous.
16. but we all need a little bit of scandal in our lives.
17. i can't get over how charming these two are. even during a lady gag me song.
18. sasha bores me. but she's pretty. so she's got that going for her. and probably other stuff too.
19. alexander the ballerina. with a gangster beanie. it's just not believable.
20. shocker there, no swag. he's a ballerina, homegirl.
21. booooring.
22. there's something about cheesy early millennium music. it's cheesy and early millennium. which says enough.
23. jordan chose to not wear clothes. so that's rather standard.
24. 99% sure taddy is a pioneer just like the rest of us.
25. oh, jordan? seductive temptress? original.
26. worst walse ever.
27. my mom likes the judges part... i try to tell her that they spit out a jumble of worthless information. she doesn't listen.
28. "we like watching movies." it's a movie of her. haha please tell me you laughed.
29. i can't decide what ethnicity clarice is.
30. mm jess.
31. seriously though. i love him.
32. oo this dance is super great. and also fun.
33. jess is like george o'malley. yes. he is that cute. so from now on, he shall be known as georgie. it's an honor. 
34. "he'll come back. " thanks kibble.
35. chris totally wants ash.
36. "de sal-sah."
37. somebody should tell chris that 'i'm proud of you' does not mean 'i love you'. he's probably confused.
38. omgshsomeonekickoffcarmen.
39. what is what the sister thing?
40. mary murphy is an outfit repeater!
41. oh my gosh. ry is katie heigl. so now we have grey's besties. izzy and george. life is good.
42. when you feel your life lacking, it's probably just the absence of david bowie.
43. caity girl has got a smile of the gods.
44. i luh mitchell.
45. mandy moore is fab, but she always picks the lamest songs.
46. however, tonight, she picked a celine dion classic from my earlier years. when i danced to it in my room. as a five year old. way to be, mand.
47. i totally forgot how great this particular cd is.
48. how could i do such a thing...
49. basically, i think that was the best dance of the night. hands down.
50. apparently m squared and i have that in common. the difference is her squeaking voice. and tears. i don't have either of those things.

if you'll excuse me, celine and i have got some catching up to do now.

"all my parts are vital."

friday mornings are serious business around here,
and there are a few things that need to be addressed.

when you have the world's most sensitive stomach, and when you wake up with fake morning sickness that makes your insides want to resign from the rest of your body...

well. that's when you think you're pregnant.

but except, i'm obviously not.
but sometimes i think i am still...
i think when i really am prego, with reeeal morning sickness, i will welcome it with open arms, like a dear old friend.
my anxious stomach is making me tougher, that's for sure.

other than all of this bod talk...

i watched this yesterday.
and got my cry in for the week.
i always cry at the end of the ireland letter when he puts his head on her shoulder.
i lose it. serious.
they're my favorite movie couple. in case you ever need to know.
and sometimes i pretend that i'm holly kennedy, and that i live her life.
except just in the ireland parts...
because remember how i'm obsessed with that place?
and remember how this is lovely? and i'm obsessed with it too? and just them, period?
okay good. i'm glad we're all remembering.

also,

grey's anatomy last night? *spoiler alert... do not continue to read if it's still fresh on your tivo...

arizona robbins. could she be any bigger of a baby?!
it's all i could think about.
suck it up, pedes doc.
and just when things get better, and she's not being a little girl anymore... really you can't keep your eyes on the road?! what is that about?!
if that baby dies... and if callie dies... ohhh my gosh.
first o'malley's accident, then izzy got weird and left, and now callie-used-to-be-o'malley is all torn up...
this show can't afford to lose another one of its best characters. even though i'll watch it until it dies no matter what...

and also, i would like to say that i think avery and little grey are fabulous together... but it won't last. because lexie and sloan are just m.t.b. {meant to be. remember it.} ...he loves her wayyy too much.

lastly, how glad am i that someone can dish karev's crap right back to him? can you say, finally?!

...can't wait until next week.


{haaaappy weekend loyal followers!}

...p.s. i looooooove you!

mcteamy.

it was a sad day.
a very very. sad day.

the boys are no more.

marc and derek, well.

they are dead.


rest in peace, mcdreamy and mcsteamy.
may you always be in my heart as my favorite mcteamy.


and that's all i have to say about that...